Happy saturday,
I always find myself questioning will i ever find true love! I'm always wondering does that happy ever after truly exist! I'm personally at an age were i would like to meet someone, have a baby and live our lives out together in the countryside. Will i ever meet that someone that truly admires me and can look pass my scoliosis. I really don't have the answer for that only time will tell!
In the meantime though i think it's highly unlikely. I'm really trying very hard not to put a dampener on it but let's be realistic here. I'm a good old fashion gal that wants a guy to walk up to me with a nice bunch of flowers and straight up tell me that he likes me, really is that hard? Then again with myself that enjoys going out, likes to see a bit of the world, loves doing her own thing but then they sees i have scoliosis. Are they going to be interested? Maybe it's just me but I've had my fair share dealing with guys and it hasn't been great. The simple fact that is what i feel they are judging me from my appearance alone without even getting to know me properly. I'm just sharing my truthfully opinion on something that i've grown up with and seen and realising this for myself.
Then again do i really want guy's been dickheads to me? No. Did i want to grow up with scoliosis? No. Do i really want guy's playing mind games with me? No. It makes it that little bit harder to find love with scoliosis believe me. Maybe one day though that man will walk into my life and pick me and my curvy spine up to go driving into the sunset. For now I'll finish off 2016 the way i started with my every day to day life thrill and spills. I just can't believe this year is nearly over!
Hope you enjoy the piece!
Bubbles xx
